I'm so sick of me and my flesh! It seems like I will never get victory over this thing called the fallen human will, that is well and alive in me. Unfortunately I'm not the only one who has to deal with my fallen will, my family does as well as friends. It seems that old saying is true, we hurt the ones we love most. I am so tired of hurting my family in word, deed, and action by yelling, angry looks, not being there for them. And I'm so tired of crying out to friends for help and watching them get dirty with my poop. All I can say is I am truly sorry to my family and friends and thank you Lord Jesus for putting your strength in them to deal with me. Dear Lord Jesus, I desire to be broken before you and them and to be fixed by you before their very eyes so that they may see your glory in fixing me. Thank you Lord for these funny pictures. Please help me to strive for an imperishable crown by loving my family like you do. 1Cor 9:25-27 Every athlete exercises self-control in all things. They do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable. So I do not run aimlessly; I do not box as one beating the air. But I discipline my body and Keep it under control, lest after preaching to others I myself should be disqualified.
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